Very lazy and tired even for now. Don't feel like updating at this very moment but since everyone were telling about theirs, so maybe I thought I'll just update about myself too.
First day was pretty okay. Actually, if I were to say I hate it, I'm lying. More so if I say I love it. It could be in between but in actual fact, I do enjoy my SIP in a primary school. It's quite torturous though since everywhere around me are speaking in "you know what" language. Most people are very comfy in their mother tongue language but due to all respects, even there is someone within that group who does not speak your language, even though you are not talking to them, it is very highly appreciative and considerable to talk in English. I'm not offending anyone here nor any slightest intention to do so. Like I said, basic manners are important. What if you who doesn't speak malay is only with me and then my malay friend comes along and thus, I began speaking in malay all the way with her? I'm sure that person will be so DAMN PISSED OFF. So that's how I feel. Whatever it is, I'll just consider them to be a ----- (shall not type anything here because I don't want the unintended to feel hurt because this entry isn't meant for my friends but I'm BOLDLY pointing at those in primary school)
And so, I felt pity to those admin people who are of other races. They will be sitting there wondering WHAT THE HELL happened and what's the current and hottest topic the others are talking about in their own world and their own language!!!!!
I'm apologising again because I just can't take all this nonsense from these kind of people. Seems like I'm venting all my anger out here. Then, I guess I have to stop here and carry on with my other updates! Then again, even if this carries on, although I'll be really bothered by it, but I'm going to strongly tell myself that again I'm blessed to be brought up with respect for others even at times I may unintentionally hurt and if i don't apologise but you know I'm sorry! =) So, I'll just continue doing my work to impress the supervisor..
The school was really a different place. Different to how I felt when I was in primary and secondary back then. Maybe because I'm always in the classroom and I'm unsure of the things going around in office but really, I think everyone is having fun. The principal doesn't look like one.The kids can just enter the office any time they like.A few staff there can listen to radio. It's indeed a relaxing environment to be despite all those problems I'm having. The general office where I'm curently seated house only 8 people, not including me and my SIP partner. I find that a good thing cause being in the staff room with all those teachers will make me even more nervous and I won't do the right things. In addition to all that, I hate working with a lot of people. Haha!
It's good to have such a partner but poor thing, she's from MWC. This posting is really not related to her. Like for our first week, we did video recording and most probably next week, edit it. Besides too, no WIRELESS! Yeah I know its a PRIMARY SCHOOL but the LAN connection itself is already super slow. More or less like our computer's lab level 2. Sighss!
Since I'm using the school's laptop, no LAN connection. Very limited I tell you. But I'l be bringing my own laptop starting next Monday and maybe the weeks when I think I need to. Mostly the reason is due to music. I need to listen to music so I won't fall asleep. (My mum's nagging though because sometimes, I'll be out of office to teach) It's difficult to stay awake, doing something like typing poems (LOL? Always ordered by principal, I think she likes me cause always want me to do something for her, hahahaa! And VP too. Decorate toilet? Not our batch but previous batch did it! Really, VP and P likes their interns to do silly things!!) and the weather is always rainy, with the heavenly aircon. Cold means it's very cozy to sleep, isn't it? ('',)
My partner and me too decided to make it our second home. Though I've never like to regard either school or work as one. I shall say I want to make myself very roomy and convenient here so both of us brought slippers and soft toys and I brought along small cushion so that my back will not hurt. With the snacks as well.
Made a lot of friends with primary 1 and 2 kids because we only deal with them and not the upper primary. Very very very lucky indeed cause these kids are already too mischievous and difficult to handle, what more those from the higher level. Once I got pushed by one of them, and now still dislike me. Heh~ He's very stubborn lah. Still want to argue with me. Then another, gave a drawing of me and the rest of the period, keep sticking to me. The others too. Want to manja with me. Although I shouted, they're not scared. Even during our lunch break, when we walked around the school, we were greeted by a lot of kids. Haha... At least, it felt we do belong to the school and the more I want to achieve my ambition of becoming a teacher.
Though I may say this but I don't know how to survive my remaining weeks teaching but let's just treat it I'm having "fun", Lol... I shall post pics of my seat and maybe my kiddy friends! ^_^