Oh GAWD!! I guess im soo full of emotions..Lols =X Well, well, well, i really miss him but the thing is it hurts if i continue talking to him and acted like before..There is no point to be sooo "manja" with him if in the end i did not gain anything..Only pain!! Arghh..!
Hahax..so randomly i start talking about it..Anyway, in INMM Lab class now..Poor Mr Woobs..He is explaining and not all of us are paying attention to him (including me) -_-..heex.. but im doing my project..See....So yar..Today got a hug from my darling because i wanted her hug and comfort soo much and she gave me good advice!! Thank U Green Chan..Dont worry..I wont talk to him because i want him to do some soul searching and if he still talks to me, then....erm..be quiet? I want to see how he feels if i keep acting that way then suddenly, he cannot control so he needs to talk to me so badly because he miss me..HooHoo..=3 Okay, im talking stuff that will never happen.So what.Its not as if he care or he will miss me right? I can only wish that he will but after hearing it, nah..I lose all my hopes on him..Maybe someday, maybe, just maybe he will realise it but now, i can only suffer silently..*Tsk Tsk*
**Wish_.*
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I gave all my hopes and dreams to U
Because I thought we can share them together
When i heard the BAD news, not only my dreams
and hopes were shattered, i WAS too
I could not find light within U
Only darkness surround me
Who can save me from this darkness
As i thought only U could
I just hope U find YOUR TRUE feelings soon
But if it is not meant for me
Let me drift away
That can only give happiness not only to ME
But to U too
However, i still pin my hopes on U because i want to be with U
Badly
Im Vulnerable, my shelter COULD only be U
Im Gullible, my saver Could only be U
Im Lost, my guide COULD only be U
Please THINK and Be My Valentine