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Monday, May 28, 2007

"A surprise is a really surprise"

I seriously thought last Friday, May (my in charge) and my partner PeiXiu is going to sabo me but they didn't. Else, I will be so embarrassed. But today, although not much to be done since the school is scarily quiet but clearing the class list is at the top of my list.

Hence, I was busy moving about the school and my partner as well as my Vice Principal disappeared, telling me they have work to do. Being the innocent girl, I believed. They were away quite long and when they do come back, PeiXiu and May went missing again. I was pretty upset cause I was left alone but nevertheless, I made friends with these few bunches of P6 girls who came back to school to design the toilet. Yes, the toilet and we are in charge of them. (The staff there really got nothing else to do)

Then, this time I was gone to make my way to a class to get this file. When I came back, I saw May and PeiXiu were about to walk in the vp's office but they didn't call me so I just sat back at my place. Soon, they echoed my name. To my suprise, May was holding a cake and the staff at the office sang the "Birthday Song" Im so touched.

The Cover Page. Cute hah~

The content. A lot of well wishers. The long one on the left is from Supervisor and the big handwriting on the right is from VP.

The Back Page

The "Birthday Girls". On my left is Hazel. An intern too waiting for her enrollment to NIE.

Yummy "Chocolatey" Banana Cake!

I was unaware this moment was shot. Tsk~

The General Office Family. :2 are missing though and the Principal:
There's me holding the cake.

I know that guy standing behind is being an extra .. ^^ Oh wells but he fits in well

The four intellectuals who make work possible. Heh~

Just us who like to take pictures

8:24:00 PM

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Today was an average day for me. Already planned to dine out at my fav Swens but for now, things got very complicated. So I decided to stay at home and cheer up the family. It's better that way too rather than I went out and enjoy with my friends.

After waking up in the wee hours of the morning, started to do all the normal housework. Later, I switched on my hp and all my birthday wishes came flooding my inbox. Then I kinda got a shock! The first msg came... well... hmm.. from a guy. Haha.. Yes a guy I befriended in school. A malay guy and NOT A MAT! It wasn't me who talked to him at first cause I dont talk to strangers, especially guys but he's being friendly and so I thought its okay. Since everywhere around me is surrounded by people who only likes to talk in You-Know-What-Language. Everytime I will feel bored and left out but this time, I think Im not anymore. At least I feel there is still a survivor with me in that school. Although he's seated in the staff room (forgot to mention that he is a teacher, ^_^") but I often see him in the office. Okay, I guess enough of talking about someone Im not really close too yar? Haha...

The rest of the day I spent it by watching tv, listening to music to release my tension. It keeps building up inside of me since tomorrow is a very important day for me and tuesday, the results. I keep praying that everything, yes, everything will go on smoothly.

9:39:00 PM

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

They really want me to be a teacher o_O""

Today was my very very first lesson where I conducted it myself. Usually I only does relieve and help around but today... stand in front and teach! Haha.. I was very nervous and its so obvious everyone notice (Im not sure about the students though) but May (My in charge) told me I was. Also, my voice was soft.. Really? I thought I was loud enough but the kids were like "huh huh". They could not hear me. I need a mic! Lol.. But everything went well and A-okay. Was proud of myself. At least whatever that Im currently doing, I can manage well. At the same time of course all of us learn new things and Im able to comprehend it quickly too. *Ahem* Oh wells, haha... Let's hope I can still survive and am still in one piece after all of this is over~

(The decision is just killing me. Coming Monday, crucial decision.Hope everything goes well * Prayers*)

9:55:00 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Somehow things just don't go the way I wanted. A lot of things have been happening lately and not only that, it dampened my spirits to go on. Not another issue from the school Im working in but just personal problems.

I actually thought I want to blog about it but Im quite conservative though when it touches my personal problem. Im just confused and I feel unsure and unsecured to who I should turn to. Too many things that I want to pour my heart out and too many problems for me to share. All that I am able to do now is to pray for the best of it and hopefully everything goes well like I have always wish for. Hope my dear friends can help me in this too ......... To pray for me and to lift my spirits up and be the cheerful person I am ....

9:32:00 PM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Where's the update I had promised last week? >< Basically, by the time I reached home from work (although I knock off at the usual office time at 5.30), I was already drained out. But still, that is the problem. It's not that Im complaining but sometimes I find it that unfair!

Recently, my 2 colleagues always ask me to hang out with them for a while in CompassPoint but I couldnt because I need to rush home and start preparing dinner. Then, there goes washing the laundry and drying them, iron my clothes to be worn the next day or specifically my tudung and god knows what else I have to do. So, where's my life? Haha... Lost it long ago.. I know Im complaining but I tried so hard not to. Weekends? Both Sats and Sun burns too.

Now Sat is definitely a "BIG NO NO" to hang out with friends cause I have a class in the afternoon/evening and in the morning for both weekends are already reserved to do all the housework. No time to go out and even if I do have, Ill be too tired to walk my legs out of the house.

Anyways, I wanted to post the pictures badly but I just couldnt find the time to do it. I just hope someday, I will have a nice, long update.. Damn! I really miss what I used to have.

Final say .. Im lucky to be born in May. ^^ Good movies coming up or currently showing and well, May is a month of blessings showering over me!

9:44:00 PM

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

This is pure madness! >_<

It began from me actually. Today, although there are things to do but I was already bored. Principal was out to assist teachers so she wasnt inside the General Office. So, I decided to take pictures of me and my partner, PeiXiu.

Somehow, the other intern from HP ( Hewlett Packard, not handphone, LOL) joined us and three of us ended up taking a lot of pics with PeiXiu's and my soft toys. Then May, TP graduate and on contract in that school, joined later. In the end, we wasted a lot of time taking kawaii pictures. Haha... Like I said, I was really bored sitting down, typing. I could go crazy.

Anyways, will not post them today. Maybe I will over the weekend, once I do some editing. By the way, this Primary School really has a few TP graduates.

9:31:00 PM